Dear Kay…oh my dear. My company published a book by Cinda Stevens Lonsway because her experience was similar to yours. I wrote a post about it: www.medium.com/@marylholden/why-read-i-know-now-a-womans-healing-de09c40448a0 Please know I am not “selling” the book…it’s just that when information like this comes my way, I feel that I must expand on it and keep “pushing” it into this world so we can know our histories and not have to see them repeated! I am sorry. I thank you for writing your experience. I want “it” to never have to happen among people on this Earth ever again.